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Read my mind

Another bus

There is nothing I feel for you,

You are no longer my baby blue.

I am sorry to feel this way,

I swear I wanted to stay.

Things change so rapidly,

It is not a big psychology.

You could not give me what I needed,

I often felt like being cheated.

I still care for you in a way,

As a friend if you know what I would like to say.

It did not work out for us,

Now we both should catch another bus.


September 2, 2011 Posted by | Poetry | , | 6 Comments

Girls need girls and boys need boys

Today when I woke up (quite late) I switched on my computer and started listening to music on YouTube and I found one I love.

There is also a version of that song from David Guetta. Uff, he has great hits. But the version you just heard is the one that brings back my memories. There so many good memories coming threw my mind while listening to that song. It was three years ago when me and three of my female friends went to Croatia on island Pag for summer holiday. They say Pag in Croatia is like Ibiza in Spain. You must know what that means! Parties day and night (which reminds me of another great song!!!)

This one reminds me one some good nights in Lisbon. Gosh, I love music. It makes my mind fly, all problems disappear, it’s only me and music. When there is dancing included -> ohhh am I in heaven?

Anyway what I believe is that friends should never forget each other and stop hanging out just because they are in relationships. And it’s nice to have double dates…but…than you can’t focus on your friends. So we try to keep a tradition not only to go for a cup of coffee but also to go out alone and to go on holiday alone! It’s the best, trust me. That summer was amazing, we were swimming, reading, cooking, dressing up, dancing, having hangovers, playing cards, meeting locals,…Last summer we went to Greece on island Krf, but the season didn’t really start yet so it wasn’t so much fun to go out. But we made that period great as well. Don’t leave your friends behind! They are precious and when they love you even though your mistakes, you know they love you for real. So be aware and don’t replace them with boyfriends. You can have both! You can tell them everything and they’ll understand and listen.

On the other hand – we should leave our partner (if we have one) to do the same. We shouldn’t break their wings. They like different things. So they might go out with friends and be extremely annoying next day because they’ll be so hangover. They’ll have a tiger. In Slovenia we say that you have a cat when you are hangover. So tiger is even worse. But they’ll be happy as well because they had a great time with their buddies.

March 5, 2010 Posted by | Reviews, Thoughts about life | , , | 1 Comment

Can we fall in love with the same person more times?

When you are with someone for a long period there are good and bad times. Sometimes you are so annoyed by each other that you might start thinking that you’d be better off single. Some people say being single is good. Is it? I haven’t been single for more than five years straight and I can’t say. The thing is that I started dating when I was 18 and now when I’m older I see things from different perspective, not just because being in relationship. I became more mature so to say. There are many things that form your personality, so it’s difficult to say what caused that. Anyway – from my perspective  its better to be in a relationship than being single. I’m still living with my parents, but I’d love to try to live with my boyfriend. It must be totally different being together nignt and day, than see each other a couple of times per week and once a while sleep over. But this is quite common in Slovenia. While being in Portugal and having a discussion according to that topic I found out that we are very different. In Slovenia we live at our parent’s place for long time and even later, when we get married, we usually stay in the same house, just in another floor than our parents do. If a couple has more children, one of them stays home with his new family and the other one goes to live in a house of his/her partner’s parents. In some years maybe they go on their own, but mostly they rather buy expensive cars and weekends for the money they save. When I told that to people in Portuguese course where we held this discussion they were shocked. They said this is neither healthy neither normal. You must have some privacy, if you are living with your parents they’ll always mess around. Houses in Slovenia are very big, so if you’d leave there’d be plenty of unused space. They say it’s cheaper to live together. But is it good? I don’t think so. So I’d like to live with my boyfriend on our own, when we’ll both be ready. And let me return on the title of this post. Can we fall in love with the same person more times? It happened to me. After bad times there are always good ones. That goes to every aspect of life, love including. And one day you realize how crazy you are about your partner. I love beginnings, when you feel butterflies in your stomach and when you are anxious waiting for message or call from him/her. And those butterflies can come again and you realise how lucky you are. In my opinion nothing is perfect, but if it makes you happy in long term – maybe this is it.

February 17, 2010 Posted by | Thoughts about life | , , | Leave a comment