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Read my mind

Restless mind

The funny thing in life is that we always want more,

what we have isn’t enough, that’s for sure.

Sometimes life looks pathetic and we are never enough ethic.

I kept running away,

maybe because  people never asked me to stay.

If I look deeply into my life,

It seems like I’m always in a fight.

Relationships make me sad,

This must be my bad.

I was never the best in anything I tried,

Oh how many times I have cried.

I make friends and let them far away,

This is why not many of them like to stay.

I am watching my family grazing down and down,

I want to help but they are closed like a prawn.

Sometimes I find myself  wondering  what will happen to me,

how long and how nice my life will be.

Are you sure you want to stay with me?

If not please walk away,

I don’t want you to start hating my pain.



December 1, 2010 - Posted by | Poetry |


  1. So sad…cheer up!


    Comment by Emmanuel Ibok | December 1, 2010 | Reply

    • Yes I will! But you know it’s better to express feelings, eventhough they aren’t nice… Take care, Spela

      Comment by speluska | December 3, 2010 | Reply

  2. Sigh…happens…often pain leads to doubting ourselves…u dnt know what u are doing or what u should do

    Comment by Tweety | December 2, 2010 | Reply

    • It’s not that I don’t know what I’m supposed to do, people tell me that all the time. But the problem is doing what I want to do and while doing that not doing much damage to others… And if I love a person but that person makes me sad all the time how can I not feel the pain? Take care, Spela

      Comment by speluska | December 3, 2010 | Reply

  3. Life does go by fast. A poet is sensitive and sometimes has difficulty getting in and out of relationships. Always look for the best, say kind words, and give lots of hugs.

    Comment by danroberson | December 2, 2010 | Reply

    • Yes I do that, I spread love but yet sometimes I loose myself in desperation… Take care, Spela

      Comment by speluska | December 3, 2010 | Reply

  4. You are invited to attend poets rally week 34, read the agreement and place your link in when you are ready, have fun! Poetry awards are given upon participation on or by Sunday.
    Happy Friday!

    love the image on top.
    well done.

    Comment by Jingle | December 3, 2010 | Reply

    • Thanks Jingle, I did attend this week! Love, Spela

      Comment by speluska | December 3, 2010 | Reply

  5. welcome in,
    Happy Rally….

    Comment by Jingle | December 3, 2010 | Reply

  6. Nice one.. 🙂

    Comment by Sayandeep Kundu | December 3, 2010 | Reply

  7. Very deep sentiments…
    So beautifully written…
    Thanks for sharing 🙂

    Comment by Sumit Sarkar | December 3, 2010 | Reply

  8. An honest piece about self-doubt and the defenses we use:
    “Are you sure you want to stay with me?
    If not please walk away,
    I don’t want you to start hating my pain.”

    Comment by The Reason You Come | December 4, 2010 | Reply

  9. You have described a restless mind very well.

    Resless mind is a handicap and we need to be sympathetic to that.

    As a doctor I can’t run away from that mind.

    You have done a great service to them by focussing on this aspect.

    Comment by Dr Madan Goyal | December 4, 2010 | Reply

  10. yeah definitely.. a lovely start and deep poetry continues after 🙂 loved it!

    Here is my Rally Poem

    Comment by Leo (Leonnyes) | December 4, 2010 | Reply

  11. Fabulous piece of writing! Love it 🙂
    Take care
    Marinela x

    Comment by Short Poems | December 5, 2010 | Reply

  12. the downs can be overwhelming sometimes

    Comment by somewhere else | December 6, 2010 | Reply

  13. Second guessing makes life hard and it’s hard to unlearn that habit. Well poemed and hope that helped.

    Here from Jingle’s Rally. Hope you enjoy your visits and visitors.

    Poem on …thanks for your “About” – well done. Curious about Erasmas. Will return.

    Comment by Jamie Dedes, all rights reserved | December 7, 2010 | Reply

  14. […] Speluska: https://speluska.wordpress.com/2010/12/01/restless-mind/ […]

    Pingback by The Celebrate Blogger of 2010 Awards Nomination Announcement | Jingle | December 13, 2010 | Reply

  15. To sit quietly in acceptance with what is is difficult. I can’t successfully walk with others if I can’t walk by myself. Same for love. Good luck.

    Comment by writingtowardshappy | December 20, 2010 | Reply

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