It isn’t a shame to cry, but it’s a pity to let your soul die

I might never be a model,

I am not saying that I never wanted that to be;

but there are far more important things in life which I prefer to achive.

My biggest virtue is not what I do or what I say,

it is my soul, which is never grey.

My life is not perfect,

but thanks to myself I am doing just fine,

and for that I do not need a bottle of wine.

If you ask me questions,

I find it hard to tell you lies;

and I am sorry if it hurts what I say,

but it is the best what I can do for you,

to tell you the truth.

If the sky is grey and all things seem to go wrong,

I think of all the good things I did to the people I met,

and all the laughs that I had.

Life is our own harmony,

it is up to us what we want to be.

I can see in your eyes when you tell me lies,

I do not care about the things you say;

if all is fake,

for me you are a big mistake.

You might fake your gladness,

but in your soul I can see sadness.

Try to think about that,

life is too short to throw it away,

not to believe in what you do or what you say.

Why does my heart feel so bad?

Closed up in my room,

not knowing what to do,

where the hell are you?

While I was talking to you my heart started to melt,

but now it seems like I’m all by myself.

I remember sharing thoughts with you,

you made me feel like the sky is always blue.

It isn’t easy you would say,

but now all these words are far away.

All I can say is that each heart has its own melody

and that at least I didn’t loose my memory.

A true friend is hard to find,

about random people I don’t mind.

Even if I can’t see it doesn’t mean that I’m blind

That sentence might seem pointless to some of you. What I wanted to say is hidden between the lines. Even if things aren’t perfect the way they are, it’s how we see them that makes them good or bad. The fact is that we notice when something isn’t right when looking at other people’s lifes. But have we seen ours? Or do we just follow our routine day by day? Do we dare to make changes and admit that we need them to feel alive? Open your eyes and look deeply into yourself, don’t just criticize others.

I started making some changes…Some things are impossible to change…Impossibilities are merely the things which we have not yet learned…